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It's funny how things sneak up
when you least expect them
like as your head hits the pillow
some 8 years later
and suddenly it occurs to you
fuck, that didn't make sense
...we spent years of our lives together
growing up
growing apart
friends, lovers, deserters
we had that time span
made just for us
*memories flip like strobe lights*
and there's so many of them that the pulse of the bass
would boom on through the night
to keep up with the heart pounding waves
of rememberance
...when the end came
it was bitter
and even after the bed was cold
your smell gone from my clothes
and any semblance of you faded into the painted walls
the sadden good-bye took years more to come.
...hope is said to be dangerous
it's a killer when not used in the proper way
...let your mind whisper the sweet thoughts of
some time that never really was as Edenish
as the distorted daydreams play out.
...Postal service was your choice of delivering the weapon
to finally placing the mortal shotgun blast to an ill-fated and forlorn
fantasy.
A letter
and
A box of pictures
*all of me*
...funny in a way
i knew what the letter said
just by seeing the pictures.
...married with child on way...
was there no more room for memories you had prior to this new life?
...i still have pictures
mind you, i don't look at them often
but i have them
...a reminder of where I came from
of people whom I've loved
things that define me as a whole
and not something shoved into a box
and sent away because of changing seasons.
...maybe it's something we all should learn from
not always acting like everything zen
but instead, drink from fountain of life
and keeping the vial
even if you get a bad after-taste.
Keep them, remember them, hold to them.
THere is good and bad, and you need both to learn the lesson.
*hugs*